So if you want to blacklist it, feel free, especially since im extra talkative tonight
I cannot sleep i am a disaster tonight i need a firm hand to pet me and tell me im alright, and that i dont have to be scared tonight.
Then, perhaps, on a night when im a little less paranoid, he’ll do me the honor of bruising my thighs and my neck
I want someone to beat the shit out of me, demean me, and take advantage of my complete and total submission. Afterwards i will need your praise and love and a softer touch, but given these things i will proudly wear the bruises you give me.